i wanna go home....

just so ya know, I moved to TX today.... I wanna go home... this isn't home.... I know i'll be back for the weekend, but it isn't the same... there are alot of fears that i have about all of this... that will come later. now i am just exhausted

been a while...

and there are various reasons for that, but today i am near a computer with access to the net, so here i am. today has already been long and it isn't quite lunch time yet. i have cried a couple of times.... i have been almost driven crazy by 3 small ppl... and i am just tired....
it's weird that i remember exactly what i was doing at this time, on this day, one year ago. It is also weird that it wasn't much different from what i am doing today... lol it's weird, life is crazy, and i want to just have a normal, stable life for a while. doesn't look like I am gonna get that though....