music....

so when my van disappeared (long story that isn't going to be discussed here) all my favorite cds were in it. so now all my favorite music (or at least most of it) is gone. so the music i did still have was mostly stuff i didn't listen to anymore, cds i've had since high school and have just kept for sentimintal reasons. so on the long drive to and from MS i got reacquainted with the old cds and realized why i really like them. old music is good. i still miss my other music, but it is fun to hear the stuff i loved in high school and the few years that followed...

It's been a good weekend, and now the hard part starts. The part where i have to say good bye again. After getting here thursday night and talking to a couple people i elected to stay til monday morning so i could go to The Journey tonight. I think it was a wise decision for many reasons, but i think it will make me very sad again. good thing it is just this week and not every time i come back. not sure i could handle that.
the Cynco De Mayo party was a blast. brad and sage and mel know how to throw a party! glad i could be back for it.
what does this week hold... finding a job! wish me lots of luck.

unpacking is worse than packing in this case. i am a little bit obsessive about unpacking anyway, it all has to be done right away, i have this need to know where my things are. but unpacking feels so damn permanent. i'm still exhausted, and very sad. i know that the day after tomorrow i will be going back for the weekend, but that isn't seeming to help. i just feel really icky. then after this weekend i really have to bust my butt. i can't be here long at all or i might go crazy....