Friday, October 13, 2006

Wow, I've been doing alot thinking about my life. the past year has been insane. This time last yr I would have never believed anyone if they told me this is where I would be now. most days I still don't believe this is where I am (yep I like to live in an altered reality) Just know that this is all still very new to me. I'm gonna screw up alot, and I'm gonna need alot of help. if you can't handle that, maybe now isn't the best time to be my friend. Also I'm gonna have alot od questions, and I'm gonna be angry alot. but today, I really do believe that this is gonna be over one day, and life is going to be better. no promises about what I will believe tomorrow. but I have some really great ppl believing for me consistantly. so that is good


Angie said...

I'm glad things are looking more *hopeful?*, for lack of a better word. I pray that your good days are beginning to outnumber the bad ones. Love you!

Jedi Master Deba Sing said...

I am so happy you can blog more often. You are always on my mind.