Tuesday, October 03, 2006

so I've decided that I am just going to give up... pretending that is. I'm just going to sit and be pissed off at god for a while. I've been told this is ok, that god can handle it, and that there are enough ppl that are believing in god's grace ans mercy for me right now. so, on the advice of my great friends here I am, sitting, being pissed off. it doesn't change much, and it doesn't feel alot better than pretending to be ok when in reality I'm pissed off. but this is where I am right now...

1 comment:

'neice said...

I agree...it's fine that you are mad and I think it's great you aren't trying to pretend. He can take it and even though He already knw you were mad...I bet He is glad you finally decided to declare it on NOT keep it inside!