Life sucks. feels like the whole ilk thing all over again, but bigger. The milk thing... a few months ago i ran out of milk and didn't have any money to go buy more. it became a huge thing, I fell apart, and realized how not normal this life is. at this moment I do have milk... but there are other things i need, and I can't just go get them. i literally don't know how I am going to survive today, much less this whole week.
so where the hell is this good and merciful, loving god now? there are alot of ppl that believe you just have to 'be good' and 'do the right thing' so what is it that I'm not doing? Where the fuck are you god????