Thursday, January 18, 2007

today I really have tried to be productive.. I haven't taken a nap all day (the first day in a while) i've been out of bed most of the day... but i still feel like I have accomplished nothing. i made a bunch of fruitless phone calls, got in touch with my lawyer, and now i am making soup. so the soup is the most productive thing all day, at least hopefully it will be. i feel like no matter how hard I try it just isn't enough. nothing i do is ever enough........

i think my life would be easier right now if i didn't believe in god.

4 comments:

Steve said...

why are you so down, what happened?

mistic_mommy said...

if you're the steve that I know, then call me sometime, mutual friends have my #.
if you aren't the steve i know (meaning you are just random steve that stumbled on my blog) then, um.... yeah i don't think posting all that has happened that brought me to this point is a very healthy idea...

so if I know you we'll talk, if not, sorry...

Atypical Girl said...

At least you got out of bed...that's everything!

Dreaming again said...

hey ..I'm praying for you.

See you in chat.

Pk