today I really have tried to be productive.. I haven't taken a nap all day (the first day in a while) i've been out of bed most of the day... but i still feel like I have accomplished nothing. i made a bunch of fruitless phone calls, got in touch with my lawyer, and now i am making soup. so the soup is the most productive thing all day, at least hopefully it will be. i feel like no matter how hard I try it just isn't enough. nothing i do is ever enough........
i think my life would be easier right now if i didn't believe in god.
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why are you so down, what happened?
if you're the steve that I know, then call me sometime, mutual friends have my #.
if you aren't the steve i know (meaning you are just random steve that stumbled on my blog) then, um.... yeah i don't think posting all that has happened that brought me to this point is a very healthy idea...
so if I know you we'll talk, if not, sorry...
At least you got out of bed...that's everything!
hey ..I'm praying for you.
See you in chat.
Pk
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