Today is really crappy... I feel very alone and isolated today... Seems like no one is around and the people that are don't want to talk... Why is it that everyone wants to not talk all on the same day??? I just want to cry.... I feel kinda sick today too... I just really want to know that I am loved today and it is not looking like that is going to happen today.... I just want to give up... on days like today it doesn't seem like anyone would really care, probally no one would notice... Why do I feel do crappy today??? where is everyone???