Friday, January 14, 2005

4am and rambling...

yes it is 4am, yes i am still awake... I am not sure why... depression slipped up on me somewhere between 1am and now and has been fighting to keep me awake ever since... I found a nice safe place to sit for a while... and then I came back to reality to find it morning... no one is around... all is quiet... I feel very isolated this week... haven't left the house much except for short trips to pick up things I thought I needed... turns out I really didn't need them at all... and then I went and saw roo at the hotel... that turned into a bigger event than I expected when I locked myself out of the house and had to make a trip to see mom.. I should sleep now... maybe I will feel better when I wake up... maybe not...

1 comment:

roo roo said...

:( i need to come see the lisa.