Sunday, January 16, 2005

CRAP!

I am angry (seems to be a running theme in my life) I am fusterated with myself because I just can't seem to deal with my emotions... I really thought that I was doing good... but I guess I'm not... it just all kinda hit me tonight when I got home... so many things going on... I feel helpless in so many situation. I feel like I am just sitting by waiting for everything to crumble around me... and I am mad at myself for being the way I have been... grrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

tomorrow is a new day... I REFUSE to live it like I have lived today! I don't want to be like this... I don't want to feel like this...

1 comment:

roo roo said...

That's the stuff right there!!!