Monday, January 17, 2005

forgiveness..

I realized today that I find it way earier to forgive other ppl and move on than to forgive myself... Why is it so hard to forgive me? why is it that I feel that nothing I do is good enough... ugh... it is way easier to know that other ppl screw up, and deal with it and move on... but when I screw up I just get so angry at me... I know that I shouldn't be so hard on myself, and I shouldn't beat myself up over it.... but that is alot easier said than done... my life really isn't all that crappy, and I have no reason for feeling like this, but I still do feel like this... being mad at myself just makes it all worse and I need to get over it and move on....


by the way, how did the new job go today, roo?

2 comments:

roo roo said...

i do the same thing! i'm trying to learn to take myself less seriously. that's why i let nizza put up those awful pictures of me. it's ok to let everyone know that you aren't perfect. no one is, God doesn't expect us to be, so why should we expect it from ourselves. Now this doesn't mean that we shouldn't strive to be all that we can be, but we must realize that we aren't meant to be flawless.

roo roo said...

because if we were, why would we need christ?