Monday, November 01, 2004

anger....

how can he get so angry so quickly over nothing... he was fine and then I said that I could do something and didn't need him to help he go angry... It was scary... I have seen where anger can go and I don't want to be there again... he has never hit me, but there have been times I thought he was going to... I don't want to be here... now that the little people are in bed I feel alone... not that they really made me feel less alone, just safer... maybe this is all in my head... why is he so angry... and why won't he talk to me... I just want to be okay and feel like he loves me... I don't want to be scared....

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