Wednesday, January 12, 2005

so I was thinking

so after my nice long nap I started thinking (statments like this always end up going in circles so just try to stay with me) about why I started going to RTPC... I mean what was it that was so different about RTPC? so I thought back to a year and a half-ish ago and then I remembered what it was.... it wasn't the band (even though they are starting to grow on me), it wasn't Pastor G. (good thing too or I would have left by now), and it wasn't A. (back then there was no A.)... It was the fact that God was doing stuff there, and it seemed like they really wanted ppl to be involved... and at first they really seemed supportive and all... but now it seems like they only want certain ppl to be involved.... only the educated, cool, or inattached can be involved now... I what you are thinking, "A. isn't educated, or that cool, and he is definatly attached... For some reason he is immune to this rule... for the rest of us however the only way we can be involved is to be single (I guess you and your spouse are both doing the same thing at all times then you might be allowed to be involved), be educated at the finest of colleges (or at least have a degree, it can be in under water basket weaving as long as it is a degree), and you have to be cool (however I am not sure who gets to define cool)... Oh and if you have kids then you should probably just show up on Sundays cuz kids require too much of your time and attention to be involved with anything here....

so as you all can tell I am on a tangent this week... sorry for all of you who could care less... I know that I am sounding all whiney, but hey IT'S MY BLOG!!!! no one is forcing you to read it...I am sure I am just making things worse than they really are, and I will be okay in a few days... but until then I will continue to bore you all with my rants about RTPC and the IC in general.. so yeah....

something tottally unrelated but it made me mad.... Since when did the Pearl Post Office started closing at 4:30????? I went to mail something to someone today and it was like 4:32 and they were closed.... I was so angry.... I guess I will have to wait til tomorrw.... Grrrrrrrrrr.....

and for those of you keeping track I have slept for a total of 5 hours since returning from New Orleans... yes that is 5 hours since Sunday.... I feel like I am going to die any time now... the girls are doing a little better... well, not really but I am telling myself that cuz our insurance cards haven't come in the mail yet (they were supposed to be sent out right after the first) so taking the girls to the dr. would mean lot of bills that we just can't afford right now.... they are napping again right now though so that is good...

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Is your haior wet or greasy in your profile pic??? :)

mistic_mommy said...

I am almost positive that it is wet... it was taken over a year ago though.. but I am pretty sure I had just showered before the pic was taken

Anonymous said...

I don't know you and you say "it's not about you," but your whole blog is about YOU! You seem to want to be the center of attention. What have you done to try and help change this church you go to that is sooooo bad? Have you ever thought about the people you may be keeping from God because of your attitude? This is not being real this being "self-centered" You need to ask forgivness of your bad attitude!!